January 2, 2024 9:50 PM Holy Family Hospital Methuen Mass.
“Please help me.” Those were the only words I could utter to the doctor on my right as I lay in the emergency room.
“We are going to shock you.” He replied. There are no paddles like TV, but instead a sticker on your chest and one on your back. My heart was racing so fast that I could barely breathe. There was an audible ascending tone and a couple of seconds later I saw a bright flash of white light and someone yelled “clear.” It felt like being kicked in the chest by a mule. Then….everything went back to normal. That was the first round. I was shocked three more times in twenty minutes due to my heart rate going over two hundred beats per minute. Not good.
Following this, I was told that I would be getting on a Med Flight helicopter within ten to fifteen minutes. At that moment, I felt sheer terror. Helicopter. Holy shit. Besides Vanessa, there were several people in the room. Quickly, I was sedated and breathing tubes were inserted into my throat. I do not remember being moved, but I do remember feeling the helicopter take off, hearing the rotors and thinking……it’s for me. I’m in big trouble.
Ten minutes later, I was in an ICU in Boston, and I was unconscious, but stable. Little did I know what lay in store. As I type this, one month later, I am making solid progress at Spaulding Rehab Hospital in Boston and I am confident that I will make a full recovery.
Vanessa and I thank you all for the support. Everyone’s kindness has made a huge difference. More to come. I love you all
Moeschen! 
Great news! Prayers always!
You have and continue to amaze me, Mom and I send our love to you everyday. I hope you can feel it. We love you Patrick and look forward to your continued progress.
So happy to read this Pat!
So happy you’re making such great progress!! Awesome news! Youve come a long way! ❤️
I’ve been following Vanessa’s posts and sending my healing angels. You’re in my daily prayers and always in my heart. Get well soon Lexi and I are thinking of you Vanessa and the boys ❤️
This has absolutely made me and my mom so happy to hear!!! ❤️
‼️‼️‼️. Wishing you continuing and speedy progress. Hopefully we will be able to meet up again.
Bob Herrick
Relieved to read this. Hope you are in good spirits and that the rehab is going well for you. Def was thinking about you during this, and glad to see things moving in a positive direction.